I wish....

Sure something bad happen, when you're having a good time...*as always*
Why it's happen on me? im regret it...
I blame myself, feel so unfair, why during that important time i must be sick?
No choice, i realise i did it wrong...

Everyone deserve a 2nd chance, so do i..
i told myself, i must appreciate it, but i've stress enough..
everything count on me...everyone worrying bout me..i need to pretend ntg or wat?
speechless..

I really can't handle it..suddenly so many things came out..
doesn't know how to handle..
just try my best....
and hope mum is fine....

Praying....
Hope that day will end fast, as usual, everything going smoothly...